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P M , I have mostly un-plugged from any commentary but on this -12 morning as I wait for a modified block heater to warm the oil pan in my 1987 landcruiser, i cant help but think back too 1982 when i was very excited to be heading overseas to support fledgling ISR technology as a PMC. This positioned morphed into toting a weapon in third world shit holes. After 9/11 I jumped on the GWOT train funding my now xwifes lifestyle big home pool a Audi in the driveway. I had my doubts even at that point but I was locked on like a holographic weapon site creating $$ for the time being. Even at that point i had given up my ideas of patriotism, but had become very good as a team leader keeping my guys alive outside of the wire. In 2017 i had a gig in Syria where i watched my ideals crumble like the twin towers, my passion for adventure squashed, my body hobbled by multiple IED strikes, a GSW, and longterm effects from the multiple unknown vax for percieved WMD actually in 2010 I did everything humanly possible to avoid the inoculation BS. When the china flu hit and the frenzy of jabs insued I told everyone I knew not to partake. At that point broke homeless living in same landcruiser. I took one more OCONUS gig despite my reservations. It was either go to Africa or knock off a meth house i had been surveilling. Im now on 25 acres in a little known part of rural Ozarks, developing FID with locals and just waiting for the shit storm. Im stayin as fit as my 63yo body can and totally bummed that I got so snookered. The constant lies and gas lighting have done little and im doubtful, Trump can do anything to resolve the deep seeded insurgency. Keep up the good work its much appreciated.

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You put together quite the soul plan, friend... will have learned much at its conclusion. Consider writing a book. Godspeed.

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